stoned immaculate

Senses run wild..cant focus n what’s goin on around me or inside me.this feeling of loosing control can be so divine and yet the bizarre can be scary.its not about how much weight u can lay on the bizzareness or the divinity of ur thoughts its about the thoughts what goes on in ur mind can create a whole sequence of emotions in just a few words..it can destroy u or make u numb towards that constant rattling of life…ur mind can take u on a rollercoaster toward death ur thoughts can make ur raunchy desires come true..the bizarre can make u ecstatic and at the same time it can make u too sensitive…

There is the truth and there is what u want t believe..sum things u can never change..like y people wont feel the way u do.or why u cant tell them what is goin on inside u..i dunno what can fix that..but I do know that no matter how u want this to change it wont..unless u find a way to break through that wall u have around u and be what u idealize to be..no but then when u becum dat too there will always be sumthing missing..sumthing not rite then ur gonna wanna change dat too..so what is life but a process of trying to make what u live perfect..u want a person but u need ur space from dat person..and wen u get that u feel what shall I say lost?hurt?we set our own limits and if the other cant conform to those we get hurt??so what is man an emotional mess?????those who learn to control these emotions…they live just like the gadgets around them..”meachanical mass”..im not negating life..im just showing it to u as I have seen it..not just in but also the people around me